The passage I read
was Luke 9:23-27
You can find that passage here:
The verse that most
stood out to me:
23 Then
he said to them all: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves
and take up their cross daily and follow me.
As I reflect:
This passage is a
daily reminder to me of who I am in Christ.
It reminds me where my values ought to be. I have to examine myself on a regular basis
and be sure not to wrap the word around my will, but rather wrap myself around
the word. This word tells me that I have
a cross to take up daily. It says I need
to deny myself and not be ashamed of walking with Jesus. This is easier said than done sometimes.
I think about it this way: To take up and
carry a cross is to carry something of great weight and discomfort, often even
painful. In the same way it can be very
uncomfortable and even a burden to walk with Christ in a world that looks down
on His followers as weak, ignorant, hypocrites that had to make up a God to
save them because they are so pathetic.
It is hard to be viewed in this way.
I don’t hang my head low over it, but it is none the less something that
I daily have to struggle against.
I also daily chose to struggle against my
flesh. I have to deny my flesh. I have to turn away from old ways every day. It does get easier to do this over time, but
it never ceases to be a daily struggle.
It is part of the carrying of my daily cross.
Now, I want to be
clear. I am in no way saying that
Christianity is just one huge lump of lonesome sorrow and hardship that we
crazy few choose to throw ourselves into.
That’s not the case. What I am
saying is that it takes all you’ve got and then some. I don’t plant seeds reluctantly in my
life. Nor do I reluctantly give up the
deeds of my old sin nature, but rather I count them a sacrifice as investment
on a better pathway. I don’t count
carrying a cross as a reason for sorrow, any more than an athlete counts
painful training as a means to looking forward to failure. And when I say that I die to myself daily, it
doesn’t mean that I am not greatly blessed.
It means that I realized long ago that my ways led to death and His ways
lead to life. So, though the painted
picture can seem somewhat morbid and almost emo, I am not in mourning or
ashamed in any way of the hardships that accompany being a disciple of
Christ. Rather I am thankful for the
opportunity to follow, and for the Helper that guides me down the path to
victory. I am thankful for each hardship
that strengthens me along the way. I am
thankful for each time I stumble, because it offers me the opportunity to learn
how to better lean on Christ and get back up.
And I am in no way ashamed of the blood that saved my soul from an
eternal separation from God… Even when others think I must be ignorant to
believe it.
My response to the
Lord:
Dear God, I desperately need your help daily to carry this
cross, die to myself, and follow you. It
is something I simply can’t do of myself.
I must have your Holy Spirit reaching in to break all the chains and
shackles, hold me up, and encourage me to take each next step. It’s hard, but I am so very thankful that
Jesus and many others came before me to show that it can be done. I am also thankful for your mercy, because I
often fail. I am thankful for your
grace, because you bless me and encourage me when all others would curse
me. By my actions and by my words may
you be glorified and may I never be ashamed of You, Your work in me, and the
gospel message that I am to bring to others.
In Jesus’ name.
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